Sorry to hear that bro. if you ever decide to give it another go id recomedn joining a clan. most solo tags do alright but you just dont have the protection and unfortunatly its harder for solo clans to deal with the FA aspect of the server.

however: never grabbed?

Feb 12/11 8:19:10 PM PS Country Name 3 (#1760) (WTFisFFA) what do I want here (#719) (TKOwnd) 846 A (+0 A)

looks like a grab to me.